Saturday, October 30, 2010

...quotations2

"sometimes you cant have what you want when you want it...but that doesnt mean you can never have it..everything takes place at the right time....its not NO, its just NOT NOW...  


I believe that everything happens for a reason, people change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right. You believe inlies so you can learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things....can fall together..
 
 
scars remid us of where we've been, but it doesnt need to dictate us where we are going..
 
people say that time heal all wounds, i dont agree..the mind, protecting its sanity covers them with scar tissues... in time wounds heal and the pain lessens, but its never gone..
 

...paano kaya

Pano kya kng di mo nlang sya minahal,pano kya kng di nlang kyo ngkakilala pra mabura nlang sya sa alaala mo..Pano kya kng nung nagkatagpo kayo ibang tao ka ibang tao rn sya, sa ibang pagkkataon,sa ibng lugar,ibang panahon,maiiba dn kaya tdhana nyo kmay mo nba hwak nya,pangaln m nba ang bukambbg nya,kw nb ang nsa tabi nya,ung kaakap nya,kw nb ung dahilan ng mga ngiti nya, o kw pa rn ba ang dahilan bt mas pinili nyang magmahal ng iba

...a note from the heart

..you may not be his first, his last, or his only. He loved before, he may love again. But if he loves you now, what else matters? He's not perrfect, you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if he can make you laugh, cause you to think twice and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break; his heart. So don't hurt him, don't change him, don't analyze and don't expect more that he can give. Smile when he makes you happy. Let him know when he makes you mad and miss him when he's not there.....pak! veyga ra..hehe..

.,...him

i ws nt aware dt he cAme only 2 luv me 4awyl..i ws aiming 2b w/ hm 4evr bt he's n0t wiLin 2wrk 8 ol out..wyl i ws busy planng 4 us, he ws bz planng hs lyf w/ an0thr gurl.. it hurts t0o much bt ol i cn do s watch hm walk away..n dts d end of 8. dr g0es my 4evr..dr g0s my lyf i knw he's g0ne, bt m stl hurtng & i feel so br0ken,8s tru dt wen u felt luv & lost it,8s hardr evrytym u try 2 mov on, u cnt slip & do d thngs u lyk 2 do,u alwys wnt 2 stay seatd lukng bck 2 dos tyms u felt lyk ur d hapiest prson...
......oftntyms,u end up goin crazy,u cnt xplain wats hapenin 2 u,u cnt help bt thnk of d prson u luv evryday,evrynyt, & u jst cnt get ovr,
wd dis,gos 1 phrase,
"movin on" s nvr easy,8 nvr was & it wil nvr b.

..my ken..part 2

..well here I am continuing what i had started..my life right now is all on a whirlwind situation with my ken...
i thought that we will be happy since the girl broke up with him on the day that we will be going to moalboal since , hmmm, inthe first place i kinda figured it out that saturday is there dating time so i kinda pulled out some strings that we willhave the outing saturday..,my plan did worked out and there...he was a bit teary eyed in the van , squeezing my hand and whispering..." please dont leave me...she left me , i know im a bit selfish, but please dont leave me" and i just kissed him...we did had a good time in our weekend getaway and i thought that it will really last. However i thought wrong since the girl was really that persistent to have him back. A call here and there, sms,,,ughhh..i hate it. I want toi kill her, but my ken promised not to reply to any of her messages and dont even bother answering the call... and so i stupidly did what he said. But somehow i have the is gut feeling that when he gets home, he will really talk to the girl and I was right. I gave him a week off..just a couple of days ago, I found out from the girl herself  that they got back together..it was so tragic and the world fell upon me, but madness , envy and fury cuddled my mind and I was about to kill him. at first he didnt confided , but for the evidence that I have had laid on him, he was cornered, He reasoned out that because of me promising him something that I was not able to gave him, another reason which i think he can think off that time since he was caught off guard was that he would get back at the girl for hurting him...which I thought very illogical since what the girl just did was to break up with him and thats just it, he's making it more complicated for me to think that his real reason was that, to get back at her...but i didnt bought it. He told me that he loved me with a bit of tears in his eyes but still i cant seem to believe anymore, even the fact that he did invited me to the wake of his grandfather with all the realtives knowing that I am the gay lover, but it still doesnt counfnt.Maybe Im just too complicated to love. We were supposed to meet a couple of hours ago but his phone was off, I tried calling his cousin and was told that he was not inthe wake the whole night and thathe came around 9 oclock in the morning which tells me that he was with that bitch since the phone was off the whole time friday evening..oh well, its his loss,not me......

these and all are only what I feel for now and are subject to change depending onthe expaination and depending on how I would take it..till the next continuation of my very exciting adventure with my ken..when all i got is but heartache and trouble...sad  face...

...my ken

..8s rily amazing hw d game of lyf called fate plays a very big role n our existence...im amazed at hw 2 pipol wd 2 difrnt worlds mit up ang feels d chemistry frm wid n. . , and then d story begins...
my story starts wid a simple plot of a guy mits guy scenario n a plain setting whch led to getting to know and jamin sesions wid a bit of sexual scenes...but d story never ends there....
...as we go along wd geting to knw we came acros dis thng called love whch led to a lot of complications n my lyf ryt nw...8 was my first tym of being d 3rd party unknowingly, n hav i not acted on it ryt away,i wouldnt knw, tnx to facebook...
...but d plot thickens as i unravel d mystery of his personality whch led me to a decision of parting ways and ending it all up...but i never expected.'
.,i never expectd that he wud cling on to me like that, and that his feelings 4 me wer true.,he would not let me go, and i couldnt either...now im hanging by a thread frm the decision that ive made.,should i be hapy dat he wants me bt stil cnt let go of d other girl or shud i juz be contentd....
..,the story stops frm hir for d meantym....all i knw is ive given him my heart and he has given his, tho nt wholeheartdly,bt dats fine, i hav loved him wid all my mind,heart and soul,..and to me that has always been enough..
...

...quotations

There comes a point in your life when you realize:




Who matters,Who never did,Who won't anymore...

And who always will.

So, don't worry about people from your past,

there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

...all bout him

the nex postings that im gonna post are those from my facebook account , you know sometimes help me remember how emotional I am. enjoy reading....

Sunday, June 20, 2010

finishing off the rest of the year...

..I have planned to start the year with no complications but the other way happened. There was a lot in it that I thought I would not see another day. But thanks to my friends that somehow believed in me that I managed to survive. And now I'm planning to finish the year with no complications at all. I have a guy right now and I dont know what our score is but I'll just keep it simple and just stick to him till the year ends. I hope I can end the year with him. His young and is still not sure with his emotions but I can tell, I can surely tell that he somehow feels something for me. His not just ready yet to what other people might say. Til next time. ";)

Friday, March 19, 2010

a night to remember...

Its was really an amazing night to remember. We started the session around 6 PM and it was a bit awkward talking to new faces. I only know one person, that was Honey, she is the younger sister of my friend . She was the one who invited these cool, young and amazing looking people in my domain.hehe... We were five. We started chatting and getting to know, asking stuff , you know the usual. I had an eye on Bryan. His cute and all, but what amazes me is that the way he looks at me is differrent. The look of seduction. And so the night is on, there we are, a bit tipsy. The story starts here. While I'm busy getting to know Bryan, I noticed that the other guy , who was busy tlaking with the other girl was now starting to ask me questions and I noticed that he is cute as well, in fact he is much more sexually attractive to me. Oh boy, I really happen to have a very healthy sexual appettite.hehe.. And so , I confronted Bryan if he is into me and he said yes but his not into the sexual thing so I then shifted my interest to this other guy, his name is Grant. His hot, nice body and very attractive in packaging.hehe... and he can sing. And so we were on to our second bottle of tanduay  and I started asking queswtions about his sexual life and that he is still virgin about the same sex. By hearing those words, I was amazed and a plan came in just like that.hehe.. He was drunk and now the plan is perfect. He was really drunk so I offered my room. We finished the second b ottle and I decided that we should stop and have a good night rest since its already raining. They decided to stay in the house and it was fine by me. I got insi9de the room and I just remembered that Grant was there. I said "perfect". I closed the door said goodnight to the other people outside and what happened inside the room was one of the most amazing nights of my life. If only the walls can speak and react. Performer is the word!hahaha..

---rest day---


Am on my second day of RD..just woke up with head spinning round due what happened last night. 8 long necks of Tanduay we did conquer and I aouldnt believe it my self and there were only 5 of us.  It was really amazing when I woke up and saw all those bottles scattred around the living room and I was like "man..I got really drank last night.." I cant vividly can remember if it was really true that I was kissing Bryan, all I can clearly see is that we were flirting and gigling and doing stuff in from of our friends.It was fun but I cant be into him since his a very very complicated person to love. Its fun being with him but thats it. Now another schedule of "tagay" session is up around an hour from now and I'm looking forward to it. haha.. This is gonna be another friday night of my life, hope this is gonna be an interesting one.hehe..Am gonna go ahead and hit the showers now and be prepared to what might happen during the session. Till next time!

project moving on...

24 hours has passed after we broke up yesterday and it feels like nothing. Well it looks like it that my heart was already tired of this whole breaking up thing and it just crashed down like a sytem with no maintenance. And it left me with just a feeling of nothing. The feeling of nothingness can be helpful sometimes specially during these times of heart crisis. Am just here stiing in front of my pc and thinking about nothing. I have to and I need to. I cant think of somnething to do,nothings comes up and nothing comes in, all I wana do is just to sit here and do nothing. Could it be that I'm still affected about the break up and myslef is just denying it? or Could it be that I have turned into a cold blooded person not capable of loving.If theres only a capsule that could turn away the feeling of love, I would really save up for it to stop this cycle. Im saying this now for the reason that I'm hurt, but tomorrow or another day, another person would come into my way and then all I can say is, "Here I go again". This cycle never cease to stop. And I hate it. Why do we fall in love? Why? Why? Why? That is the big question.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

a realization...

...2 PM thurday, march 18, 2010.....i officially ended my pseudo - relationship with my so called boyfriend Reymar. I cant bear it anymore, all the heartaches, the aggrevations, the feeling of being unloved and una ppreciated, the feeling of not being heard though you were trying to explain things a way lot easier for them to understand, but still they do it over and over again. Then when you burst into a flaming magma of anger, they let you take all the blame mych worse, they make you feel sorry for what you've done. And for the very main reason that you love him, you will the be the one to say sorry. This is ridiculous and I cant stand it anymore. It pains me a lot to let go of a person that you think of each day, but its for the betterment for both of us. I ended the talk with ...it's not you..its me.. :(

recreation and diversion

these are the same words to me for now...im trying to recreate as well as trying to divert myself from someone i call my special someone which i dont know how he really feels about me...so one best way to divert is to make this blog site interesting adn enjoyable and that it would cater to all markets..hehe..enjoy the site as it evolves each day...

Saturday, March 13, 2010

..someday, it'll all turn around..

...it may sound absurd or a bit desperate but i still chose to believe him, "someday, it'll all turn around" , he told me and as stupid as I am, i brought him back to my arms.haha.. stupid me but even just an incling and a tiny winy bit of chance, I'm taking it than spend forever thinking what it could have been. Am I making a sense here out of my stupid decisions? I don't know, I really dont know. But saying yes makes it so right, well I just hope I am, weew. And here I go again with this feeling of having a boyfriend, the paranoia and the package but hey, all the bitter people in the world says its a liability but hell I say its the most rewarding feeling of having someone care for you and thinks of you and vice versa. I really don't know why I still keep hanging on, but well I'm just gonna go with the flow, see where it would take me, at least at the end of this story, I dont have any what if's or what it could've been....

Monday, March 1, 2010

something unpredictable

Am gonna postpone the Pandanon ecapade part 2 to gave way of this very unexplainable feeling today.

The decision I had for today was a bit unpredictable but I know that in the end, this is gonna feel and right for me. Yes, Me and my mheggo broke up. I couldnt believe that I have came up to that decision earlier this day. I'm siiting in the table now, half awake, half sane or shall I say trying to be sane and a bit groggy of what has earlier happened. It was not that easy. As they all say, its not the quantity that counts but the quality. Though we were not that long in each others arms but I have to face the truth that we could never be together, no matter how I'm gonna stretch my rope but it will really end for I know that some good things never last and he is by far the best thing that happened to me. I've done , not only some but a lot of things that I haven't done in my previous relationships. He is the one who thought me how to fight and face the real world. We could have been great together but its too late. The confrontation was not that nice but I was able to handle it with controlled tears.

I'm starting to cry right now so my laptop might be in danger. Until next time of ravaging emotions of this author who is unloved.

Friday, February 12, 2010

pandanon

Due to the recent happenings of my life, my cousins/housemate decided to have an escapade in an island between Bohol and Cebu, Pandanon.

Let me tell how all things started..

I have this thing called "time conflict" with my boyfriend for the reason being that, well, maybe just maybe his still not that just into me, but I accept it. All I need is just a little of his precious and busy time to come and visit me or spend time with me during my restdays. Thursday last week, we agreed to meet up at my place after he takes off from school. I was waiting like hell back at my place but no sign of him. 11 pm thursday night, Im totally pissed that not even a text message came through. Could it be that the network is busy? COuld it be that he doesnt have load anymore? all the reasons I could think of I did, so first I tried to gave him load, 30 past the hour of 11, still no text came in. Im a bit paranoid, well , im really paranoid, so I was thinkin that could it be that my phone is not functioning well?, so as a technical guy, I tried what most call center people would do, "powercycle", but still no text came in. And now im really really pissed off. I tried calling him which is by the way I hate but I did it. I tried calling him like a gazillion times but to no avail, no one is picking up on the other line. Could it be that he is sleeping now and his mobile phone is in silent mode? well, all the unendless posibilities of the "could it be" phrase that I could think off has long been played over and over again in my twisted mind. My cousins were out drinking that time so I decided to join them and just end the night with some guy that I'm gonna meet in a bar. I could'nt explain what I was feeling that time. I was mad at him but Im pissed of myself for letting him do that to me.

I was in a bar with my cousins , dacing along the beat of the music. Dance a little and flirt more, well in my case thats what I did. 130 AM and still no text came in. I was tipsy and Im in the mood for casual sex just to forget the pain I'm feeling inside but my cousins stopped me from getting into somebodys pants that night. They were like telling me to respect myself and blah blah blah ,I cant seem to remember a word they say and we were in that instance that I decided to take a look at my phone and bam!!!! a texy finally came through and guess what , It was from him. It was a very long explaination as to why he came home late. The reason that he was trying to make me believe that in the end , I did unfortunately was that they had a fight with his mom and stepdad adn he did had a bruise on his face and lips. I found myself riding a cab, shouting at him over the phone and telling him to go out of his house ad that we need to talk. And yes we did both poured our hearts out as to why I'm not trusting him as to him just enjoying the company of his friends talking and seeking advices to what just happend to him. I was just crying and listening and after all the explaination, I asked him just one question which he was really sure of the answer, I asked him if he is still intrested of continuing the relationship and with all night he said yes. He said yes, he hugged me, said sorry and cried. Well , Im just a simple guy whos just trying to seek attention and true love so what the hell, I said okay. And I said to myslef, well, here we go again. :)

We parted ways around 5AM in the morning promised each other that well never gonna quarrel again, but I was wrong :(.

We talked about having dinner after he comes out of school at around 920 PM at my place. I woke up 10PM friday night and to my despair, no text came in as usual. I tried to understand the situation and just waited again and arounf 11PM he texted me saying that he cant make it since they would have a review early in the morning and so I did try to huggle a bit of his time asking him if its fine to just come over at my place and just hang out for a bit and then he can go home. I was a bit persistent and a bit mad but to no avail, he didnt came over. We were again fighting on the phone. While I'm busy holding the phone on one hand, the other was holding the bottle of tequilla and sipping it sentence after sentence. I was crying and really mad that time that I promised myself that he was just right there, I would surely break his neck. After an hour on the phone, we decided to end the relationship and that came from me..the decision made my head spin and after saying that, I cant bear what he would say so I threw the phone away and I just heared a smashing sound and bye bye phone, It hit the ground and it was into pieces. The rest of my what happened that night was just relayed by my cousins the next day. Well, it will be then another story.

Hmm, I'm a bit tired now, so I gotta tell the main story about what happend in our pandanon escapade next time. I have to talk to him now since his pretending to be busy again. Guys will always be guys, well I'm a guy technically and why I dont do this things, questions again seem to grow and again paranoia is knocking at my door. Till nerxt time guys, Im not in the mood already :(

Monday, February 1, 2010

...off to lunch

..Here I am again waiting...33 minuites more and I'm off for lunch at 4:45 o'clock in the morning. Can u imagine that? lunch at 4:45 AM..haha, that is because I work in a Business Process Outsourcing company which is commonly termed as Call Center and my shift today starts at 1230 past midnight and I'll be out around 930 AM. Good thing I have a coaching at 9AM so I'll stop taking calls that time. I'm almost past half of my shift and Im so eager about it. I start to question myself, "where is this coming from?", " why is my thingking like this?" and the last question and a statement as well is .." i love my job? of do i love my job?...my friend banot was writing about the normal day at work and that you dont have the choice but to work all your life. Even if you resign right now from your current work, you will still have to apply and work again for another company.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

the chat box is available...

now we can all be here and chat our hearts out. Its not that real time though and it cant be accessed by all stations but its better than nothing. Lets enjoy this guys..hehe

Saturday, January 30, 2010

planning on starting the year right..

how do you define right? I was planning to start the year with no complications but it turned out to the other way around. I was about to end the first month of the year 2010 with a lot of people involved in my twisted life..it started the 9th of January. I was all so confident that I'm just gonna play with some guy and no serious commitments but this time what happened was he was the first one to came up to me and told me that he liked me. I was and will always be a vulnerable person when it comes to love and attention. It was a very frightening day for me to see his face like a puppy , making funny faces looking at me and asking me if "are we on already?"..those are the exact words that came out of his mouth..amidst the loud noises and the smoke in the room that time, those words are but like thunder that perpetrated through my ears then trough my brain and pierced through my heart..and i said "YES"...would this be wise for me to do?

..a lot of things have happened after the 9th of January that you would'nt believe it happening, I , for once , could not believe myslef...

What i'm talking about is that i made a lot of sexual affairs apart from my new found boyfriend. Aside from that up til now and counting , nothing has happened yet between me and my lover..a lot of revalations in just a little amount of time..

Sunday, January 3, 2010

the recent happenings...

January 3, 2010
2:45 PM
Sunday

Here I am just got back from Liloan with my very business minded friend tin2x, wheew..., there were a lot of 'talaba' that we bought for her delivery to TONGs, one of the nice restaurants here in cebu. It was fun yet it the sun was not so very cooperative, twas really bright and sunny and glairy, feels like in the beach.

Well, last night was fun, it was girls night with Rachel, Tin2x and the bitter
Anna...haha.just watching tagalog movies, it was really amazing how we can relate to the movie, specially if its a love story, we chitchat at the same time, takenote, with different
topics, but we still get to follow the movie and still make manage to make some cooments.

ring ring...ring ring...

Anna answered and the 5 mins after me and christine wasleft hanging, watching how the movie " And I Love you so" ended, hmmm we then decided to have a massage..

My new year was not so great after all, I celebrated new year taking calls with an irate customer asking me why her bill was $900..haha, simply because she was not able to pay her 3 months bill.oh well, I came home around 3AM new year dawn, it was really raining, people were already asleep in my place. It was really pouring hard and people lost the energy to party..haha..

Schedule was so not into my favor, our team was scheduled to go back 7am that day, it was so painful to bear but nothing much I can do. I just enjoyed the five hour break then got back to the office and took calls up til 10AM. Well, thats call center life.

.Here I am, in the cubicle waiting for my therapist to come in. Just wearing briefs and very much excited to for the touch of another man. I usually do this every payday cause it rejuvenates my mental and physical aspect. after 45 mins, I was in heaven in the hands of my therapist as he was in mine. Thats life. thats life.

After then liloan trip, me and rachel were craving for lechon and so we had it. Half kilo of

lechon was just enough for both of us. haha..It was really yummy and crunchy since we were the first one to break it. Just like a 17 year old guy, yummy and crunchy. haha..Im feeling the dreaded syndrome every after we eat and I almost dozed but rachel suggested to watch korean movie and so we did, it was about "CHEATERS", I hate cheaters but thats really the title of the movie, 6 persons played the role of being cheaters to each others lives, it was sexy and exciting and at the endpoint of the movie, they all meet at one scene and discovered what really happened. It's a nice movie, I bet all of us can relate to it.

haha..

But i forgot to tell you guys what happend to me at the last day of 2009, now this is exciting....

December 30, 2009 at 8pm, my phone rang and it was time for me to wake up and get ready for work. Much that I wanted to drag myself up to the bed to the shower but I cant, i'm feeling so cold and chilly. my world was spinning round and so I called my team lead and he approved that I should go have a rest to be sure that I can go to the shift the next day. And so I was took meds and after 5 seconds upon closing my eyes, Allan, my neighbor was rumbling the door and wants to have a drink. He was with Ayong, another neighbor who , well , you know, we have something naughty going on. Allan knew that I would say yes to his offer of drinking session if he was with Ayong so, there, we were drinking with my cousin Rachel and another friend Aiker.

After an hour, Ayong was so drunk that he took off without us knowing and then Allan went after a few mnutes after. Rachel decided to sleep as well since she was drunk, so only me and Aiker was left drinking with 4 more bottles of beer. Relax guys, its not Aiker. haha..

so I told him that maybe we should invite some people since we cant finish the 4 bottles with just the two of us so he texted this cute guy that I crave so much. His name is Dave. He just lives 10 mins away from us so Dave arrived around 2 AM. It was the last bottle of beer and I felt hunger and we decided to eat in a tapsilogan nearby. When we were going towards home, Aiker decided to take a dump first so only me and Dave went back in the house, he was really drunk that time since before he came to our session, he was drinking as well with his friends. And so it was, we were alone in the living room drinking the last bottle of beer. Dave took of his shirt since he was so sweaty, and so it was again, I was having a gut feeling that somethings gonna happen. He was looking at me with a smirk on his face and
he was trying to seduce me but he was not saying anything. I was just pretending that everything was just okay. But my blood was rushing through my whole body. After 20 minutes of just being like that, I decided to talk and asked him if he wants a BJ. i thought he'd be mad at me or something but what he did was to smile and pretend that he was dozing off and after two minutes, he was as if really asleep. i took itas a sign and began to kiss his neck, then his nipples and all you can hear was heavy breathing and a bit of ahhh, so I continued until i reached his abs, it was so toned and smooth. I so love it. As i was doing this, I was massaging his very hard cock. His moans are getting louder till I opened his shorts and removed his briefs.My left hand was tickling his niples while im sucking him and the other hand was massaging his rectum. The moans is really getting louder so I decided to take him to my room. I took my clothes off as well and started kissing him, Dave
was such a good kisser at his age, he was only 20. And so he requested that I should
continue doing what I was doing to him earlier since he liked it so much, this time, I rimmed him and I got a very good reaction from him. He shouted my name saying "yawa ka, lami kaayo ka lubton"..in english, " shit! i wana fuck u" and so I put lotion over his cock and then sat on it, i started humping at him and all you could hear was moans and sighs...ahhhhhhh...ron...shit....ahhhh...in the middle of it, he was telling me that I was the first guy who was able to do that to him and that I was the first that he fucked and he was like in a trance in saying this word" lami man diay japun ang lobot" ahaha...so I just continued humping and after a couple of minutes, he came inside me...ahhhhhhhh shit...and he requested for a second round and so it happened, he said he will be the one to drive, he was still in heat...i can tell, so he started kissing me then through my neck, my nipples,
then put lotion again and this time and he was the one driving, he told me to spread my legs and he started pumping me and it felt sooo good....ahhhhhh,,,shit...fuck....it was really damn good, dave fucks like a pro. It was then second round so it took him a longer time before he came , he then asked me if I wanted to release as well, I said yes and he started masturbating mine while he was fucking me..i can tell that his already near climax since he stopped masturbating me, told me to continue it since he is already near...ahhhh....ohhhhh...fuck ron...shit...i continued masturbating and I came first and due to the effect on him, due to the contractions made by my ejaculations, he came a few seconds after..ahhhhhhhhhh......shitttt...he then came inside me again...he kissed me and said we should do this again.He told that he never thought that fucking another guy is fun, I thanked him since I was the first to do it to him and he thanked me as well for giving him such an awesome experience before the year ended..

Dave told me that he might consider having a boyfriend and he was pertaining to me, i thanked him for it but I told him that Im starting the year with no complications, flirting will do. he laughed and looked at me and asked me again, " well, can we do this, at least?",well i told him that what happened will fall under flirting category so it will, he laughed again and bit goodbye since the sun is almost up.

Well, those are the happenings of my life in the first three days of the year..hehe
hoping to have more exciting stories to tell to my avid readers, well for now I still dont,

just a few friends but Im sure, this site will be famous..haha...

These are true stories of my life and hoping it will be exciting for the next months to

come!

I'll keep you posted guys!